Brunei Gunpla Value is Fuck Up!

Gosh, what the heck. I have no idea what to blog about these past few days except for being busy sourcing toys on the internet around the world. Even my Gunpla was put on the side for almost a few months without any progress. Seriously WTF is wrong with me.

This changes me after moving out of the old house into the new house. My time with Gunpla has been interrupted and much more into doing housework way often. It’s like I don’t even have a single minute to look at it and touch the tools. My Gunpla is piling up non-stop because the locals are dumping their collection cheap, like awfully cheap. For example sake, I got HGUC Xi Gundam just for BND60.00. If you think that was the best deal, well, let me tell you the worst freaking cheap deal I sees last month was two MG Zaku Warrior and PB Blaze Zaku Phantom (Rey Za Burrel Custom) were sold together for BND110.00. Holy fucking shit! 😱 What happens?

It’s like these guys are so desperate for money without thinking twice about how much they are making losses and forgetting how much they paid for the actual value of the toys. If we can receive money from Paypal or other methods. I can guarantee you folks from overseas will get all the toys from us without hesitation. We sell freaking dirt cheap and the increased shipping fee means nothing at all, especially for delivery across the border for Malaysians.

I get it, you guys either want to get rid of the toy collections completely or for some, start a family or move on with your life. I also understand the global pandemic has affected us economically. But I just don’t see any reason to dump your brand new toy value way below 60%. This is seriously bad for everyone and those trying to run Gunpla business especially now we are producing asshole and low ballers in the marketplace.

Weeee! I am not DEAD!

Well, a lot of things happen in with my life and terrible busy especially during CONVID-19 period. I wanted to restart posting again, but I got sick during Lunar New Year (not CONVID mind you!) then too busy doing the house cleaning weekly and doing my best trying fixing problem myself, and clearing out the infinite boxes (mostly toys) for recycle. Yes, I am finally free from my dead father home rental nightmare.

My step-mother surely pissed off knowing after we decided to move out last year. She basically loses her 70% income from us which why the more reason my sister and I should move out. It took time to convince my sister making move buying a house because it was huge financial risk to both of us, so we have to turn to our brother for support and expertise on the lawyer agreement. Even now, I am barely sustained and losing money every month fixing developer shitty work which I plan to blog about how fuck up this developer can do to you if you are not very careful buying a house from them in Brunei and even the danger these lawyers can screw you.

Anger Strike Back!

It’s really been a long while self explosion anger on someone else. No not the kid I always complained about. I gave up on him already but another working colleague I know for long time which I will call him the ‘manager’ in this post. It truly strikes me it has to come down to this unreasonable and nonsense fighting at work. Of course, I am terrible person swearing and insulted him over the work issue recently. But I’m not sorry for my action. Well, not without reason.

I was given a task by my boss to follow up, inspecting and help to prepare computers to be ready for new project at overseas. Additionally, the computers must able to handle heavy task especially their usage on drawing documents like AutoCAD so good hardware specification is a must. Not only that, it is prioritize jobs to be settle ASAP that definitely affect my current ongoing maintenance jobs because this involve with the directors. The last minutes packing and shipping are unpredictable.

Let’s start off with my boss sending out emails to all the department managements asking if they have any unused good desktop computers at their place can be released for the new projects at oversea. One of them response able to source out five sets for us, good, problem solved. The remaining five sets I was told (also stated in the email) to phone the manager who is a focus point arranging for shipping and if his warehouse had any good desktop computer left. I call him almost 5.00PM and got answer there aren’t anymore. My mind thinking, okay, I have to start fast looking else where. We even joke for a while and mentioning to him the site office location I’m going to source. He even asks for favor helping him find a nice replacement PC over there since he is using very old machine. I said yes and tell him no problem while I am there.

The next day I went over to the exact site office to look for the desktop computer. First thing first, look for the head of the department including the admin and get permission to find any unused computers over there. Suddenly, they told me the manager wants five set desktop computers to be ready ASAP early morning and deliver to his warehouse location on that day for packing. None of the ladies had clear ideas why. So I made a call and asked him what this is about. He started talking differently telling me he and his boss have decided needing them to transfer the five set desktop computers to his place for me to inspect before it get pack to shipped out. The question pop up is why all that sudden and trouble? I started to confuse that time.

First of all, I am already there looking for unused computers and doing inspecting on the spot. There’s empty table and power outlet available. There isn’t any point for me to travel again for 30 min trips to his warehouse location. Secondly there are many unused computers there and has no knowledge which one are working or not. You can’t rely on the admin to check because they are not expertise with it. Thirdly, he didn’t explain if this five sets desktop computers are basically reserved for me or not. Worst, not even his own subordinate who station in the same location knew exactly why.

I tired to press for clearer answer, but few minutes later our conversation heated and got hanged up. I thought mine was out of range, it’s not. I didn’t waste time thinking too much, the more I drag on the more I got myself into trouble not getting it ready. I rush, inspects and finally prepare the five computers sets. Told his staffs to send to the manager location for packing. The remaining five I cleared on the next day delivering to the location and the second day I emailed to informed the guys at oversea that the computers they requested are completed. Half an hour later, my boss phone me telling me that actually I didn’t complete the job and the previous five sets computers I prepared are basically transferred to the manager department to swap their old PC for overseas used. The fuck?

I am so loss of words and anguish seeing how two days spent wasted. Worst, not even a phone call or email ever sent to informed me regarding this arrangement. This is where I started calling and blast him in the phone over this. Of course he didn’t take my behavior lightly, who do when you get angry call like that. His response was that we brought upon this confusion our selves that messed it up. He even told me this was already mention in the email. The problem here was, I never once received such discussion email messages except he mentions about transferring only after he received the five unit. I went thoroughly and checked every written details carefully in the Outlook. If I did, I am in deep shit insulting the manager for no reason. Good news is, didn’t find any and went on blasting back to question him when did this ever happen. He said ask your own boss! Phone hang up. My colleague beside few sit away heard my conversation steps in telling me this is possible. The bad news, my boss indeed knows about this arrangement.

This is whole simple job task becomes from bad to worst after confirming this. Does it mean my boss are all at fault here? Not really, although he is wrong to forgetting telling me including not forward me follow up email message about the new second job task. The problem here was the manager has the responsible to informed me too because I am the key person doing the job and he is the key person arranging for packing and shipping. We both doing the same director oversea project goods. I already call him twice but still keeping quiet. His action no doubt to me is very irresponsible and the secrecy going so far just of the sake of swapping computers. Seriously?

The company itself has retrenched so many employees. Why so afraid there won't be any computers left for the manager to swap? I really do not know what to say to these managements involve in this thinking. Seeing how they so clueless prioritizing between first and second job task really can screw everyone over when this simple thing goes side way.

As for right now, the concern of my time in the company will be in lots of trouble insulting the manager. Who knows I am now in the list of getting fired. Still, not sorry. I don’t like keeping quiet when someone trying to screw my work. I know which to prioritize and will try my best working together to complete it no matter if they don’t respect me. How funny a simple job task can become so complicated. I really have to prepared better survival plan because it will happen more often soon.

CNY Holiday Over For Me

Just like that. A blink on the eye and the holiday leave is over. I didn’t go anywhere and visit during Chinese New Year. Some of my relatives and cousins choose to travel. I didn’t and even think about it at the moment. Only my sister went to Singapore to met up with my mom and brother family. The only things I did at home is playing online games and catching up with the TV series I miss.

To be honest, I no longer really understand how to enjoy life anymore and more like avoiding for some reason. This is fucking terrible and finding what I am fearing for something that I couldn’t understand this whole week resting. I can say for one that hunt me these days is doesn’t have your own home are the most frustrating and stressful part in life. Probably I need to start working out tomorrow and continue my Gunpla work next week clearing off my mind before this shit start distracting me.

Investigating Missing Lappy

Usually the check up procedure is done by me weekly. After working outside more frequent than ever I now am doing it on monthly whenever I have the time. I don’t really care much about but it still my job to keep track and making sure the equipment's are available. Just recently I am playing detective investigating both missing laptop and projector in our stock.

Not like I really wanted to get myself involve and nosy on such thing but it has to be done somehow because both of these IT stuffs were missing and nobody notice at all even ask question where it rental too. I have to go through all my emails and check my own car if I ever use it on-site. Quite frustrated at that time and going through the booking log to trace back. Of course, most of us knew and already suspect that kid has forgotten to bring back. He is the person responsible on that location where the meeting took place. Since I already fed up screwing him, still, proof and evidence are require before you accuse someone.

The progress is looking good because we able to recover (by that kid) the projector in the meeting room. However, laptop is missing. Another problem is there never a second meeting took place at all. So how did it end up there? Of course the kid denied and confidently says it was retrieved back after the first meeting last month. I have to look up the listing check with each and question every person again. It sure took quite a while because only that location has lack of security cameras. I decided to question the person in charge of booking again. I know unhappy faces. But I was able to dig out a different story and point back to our kid. Never gets old about him.

Once I gather all the information, I decided to go back ask that kid yet again and so piss off confidently replies bringing back both of the laptop and notebook after the meeting. He dares me by giving the estimate exact time to look into the CCTV system to verify to proof that he brought back both the lost items on that day. Well, the CCTV shows nothing. I triple check again with other active cameras and none. In the end, only out and never return. This prove from the first meeting took place at that location never brought back all this time. I backup the video for safety measure before the CCTV overrides the data and that's when it's time to hunt him down.

My colleagues knew what I going to do to encourage me not to screw him. I tried, suppressing my anger and confronted him nicely. All I can say he has fucked up word label in his face. What can I say? From the beginning when I first trained and remind him to note down, he always chooses to be ignorance. He lost of words and escape route. My guessing he already knew he never retrieves the things when first found out the projector left in the meeting room. Another guesses he tried to cover up or maybe trying to drag us down together instead of himself cover the whole cost for new company laptop.

This is the best turn out to save myself and other colleagues before things go awry. Not like I wanted to act like a cunt to screw him or planning a set up. Actually I did dig deeper to help him if it possible to find back the laptop. The time in the meeting room without lock are simply left for too long especially it was located in no security camera zone. So it was impossible to trace back without eye witness.

This is not the first and it happens couple time that got us involved. I already don't like his working attitude and why I choose to purpose extend his probation. It just never work out from my manager so I don't give a shit whenever he done something wrong. I really hope this serve a good lesson removing his ignorance attitude. If not, he himself had to find a way out or quit.

My Life Is Reaching An End Sometimes

Quiet life? Yes, as usual, living and trying to see what happen the next day. Looking at how people live their life does somehow impact my mind. Thinking I would able to change my own situation and wanted to create something new itself. In fact it's not that simple especially once the story begin, you can't move back and sudden turn to change no matter how stupid and regrets has been done so far.

Many friends of mine always told me that I should start to settle down and get married. Well, not like I never tried, it just never work out. But I do admit suck at asking girls out and chicken out half way. Maybe I am didn't hard enough, choosy and being such an Atheist idiot. For other reason, probably I am too over concern on my financial status not wanting the love one suffer together with me. Of course, more reason that I buy too many toys.

Even people criticize me being not a party person. Come on, I'm over 30 now, if you ask me to feel the party rave. I don't really think I can feel much enjoyment. Pub is much more suitable for me sitting there enjoying drinks and chit chat.

I'm not really sure what to do with my daily life to be honest for now. Finding for new answer are endless and sometimes feel like coming to a close of my story. But I decided to just blindly face forward hard on this year and stopping myself logging into Facebook often making me feel somewhat miserable seeing how others doing great in life. It's time to stop and start playing my Steam games I got from Summer Sales to kill off my unnecessary thought.

Silly Server Disastrous Create by Human

It was definitely silly that I have to waste my effort working over time for nothing. Yesterday, our company server suddenly went disaster when our Exchange services crash at the morning before lunch.  I thought it was normal or even maybe just some errors so I decided to remotely log in and restart the server during lunch. After that, things went nuts and the screen showing the 'Applying Computer Setting' running for more than an hour including signing into the account.

Apparently the problem shows many of the Exchange services crashes unable to start automatically which took freaking long continuously trying load. Luckily, my finding in the event logs prove I didn't screw up the server since the problem started after 11AM. Phew~! But what I'm curios was how the fuck suddenly happen like that?

Well, I’m not a god damn expect on Exchange so have to rely on Google.  I can't seem to be able to find the right answers for two and half hours sitting in the server room figuring out the right solution. I tested many methods doesn't work and did however found about turning on the IPV6 on the Local Area Connection network properties setting. Honestly, I have no confidence on the solution and afraid I might somehow screw it up even more badly. Every choices involve some risk not unless I went for the training then I dared to try. It just never did and the right answer was turning on the IPV6 then it SOLVED EVERYTHING!!!

It was solved by my colleagues at night. Very simple method and just remember when I first install Microsoft Exchange require IPV6 including connected to network to work properly even during fresh installation. No matter if you are not using you must always turn it on. Such little details I couldn’t remember.

This beg a question why it was turned off the first place? We all thought could be a server 2008 |R2 related bug since one of my colleagues who work on it never update or patching any Windows update during fresh installation. Somehow, it wasn't the case not until today it happen again in the morning. We finally caught the culprit and non other my XXXXXXX.

Yup, censor. I have my reason but if you are smart. You should already guess. Nonetheless, I am fucking pissed I work over time and rush back to HQ for nothing when someone simply screws around not even bother to check if the server is running properly or not. Even worst, not informing us he had done something on it, just keeping quiet. I really hate this kind of irresponsible people. Every day, I had to worked angrily thinking how to escape this huge mess and avoid slowly involving into it. I already sick of dealing with a dumbass who still showing no improvement at work and now another trying something silly. I am really sick and tired all of this.

New Syariah Law Create Fear

As an Atheist, I wish this is not happening and sadden by it. The introduction of the new Syariah law really cause a lot of criticisms to the country every time it hit the local news. The latest articles “Wearing indecent clothing is crime under Syariah law” already become the laughing topic of all time and the arguments are still ongoing.

I got to say the majority of the locals who are Muslim does make a good points regards of this matter. Even myself also agree Brunei are simply moving backward. Everyone understand that maintaining tradition is important task making sure the new generation won't forget the old cultures. However, our tourism are poor, less developed and now the raise of unemployment’s, even worst, crimes. Such ongoing problem becomes low priority instead. It was really stupid seeing them pouring all the unnecessary resources getting Syariah law out on April this year.

The legal officials assure us that Syariah law will not affect non-Muslim and will follow same legal system during last year citizenship induction. Now they are saying non-Muslim can be prosecuted. They did mention only unless involve with Muslim. In what manners are still left unquestioned and causing more worried. Why?

“Testimony must be from at least two witnesses, and preferably free Muslim male witnesses, who are not related parties and who are of sound mind and reliable character; testimony to establish the crime of adultery, or zina must be from four direct witnesses. Forensic evidence (i.e., fingerprints, ballistics, blood samples, DNA etc.) and other circumstantial evidence is likewise rejected in hudud cases in favor of eyewitnesses, a practice which can cause severe difficulties for women plaintiffs in rape cases.” @Wikipedia

Forensic and circumstantial evidence can be rejected in favor of eyewitnesses are definitely bullshit. Don't forget, CCTV footage too were mention recently. How can we allow trusting the eyewitnesses alone without support from the forensic finding in the court? How do we even know the eyewitnesses are not related to the parties? What if the eyewitnesses are racists? This is what everyone fears the most and how the courts going handle the cases.

Of course, I do understand why HM would resort bringing Syariah law. Let's face it, Brunei no longer consider peaceful as describe. You know, I know, people took advantage doing silly things (e.g. Government job scam, remember?) and we forget our surrounding safety. The numbers of crimes are increasing and that is the facts.

No matter what, I still don't agree going such extend taken against the Muslim. Some may like it but majority (be honest) doesn't. My most concern are hoping for the news of the citizenship status because I heard serious shit and am fucking pissed learning from someone behind it. For now, we just have to wait for the upcoming HM announcement speech on the national day.

Disappointed Outcome Decisions

One of the main problem working in big private sector company was dealing with people who actually can fuck up your job anytime. While this kind of issues can be consider very common nowadays and happens to anyone in the world. A company shouldn't have continued to practice of such behaviors. I do understand taking care more than hundreds of employees aren't an easy task to begin with. If you continue to not listen or believe their opinions then the company are just only losing good employees.

Of course I’m not doubting the manager's ability performing and managing its employees. But what I more pissed off was having someone else who isn't a fucking IT could simply steps in taking charge of the computer hardware's without any single discussions and proper planning before distributing like wild fire. Over time, this actually becomes uncontrollable problems and seeing a good business PC one by one turned into trash. Even the warrantying the hardware causes major questioning of large numbers of same problem likely putting us losing the warranty claims. The end results weren't only wasting company budgets but also affecting our job schedules as well.

I already had a good plans ahead what to do with it and that could already solved at least 60% of the company today problem and spending. The reason of such confidences because during my more than three years working with them. I have spent a lot of efforts carefully observed, managing, knows how many numbers of aging computers, software issues and how the users uses in the site office environments.

Now all years of hard work and efforts are ruining. I'm not a person who work there only takes money who like doing nothing watching to go worst. It is my job to improved and make it better. With such bad decisions handed down by the managements who choose not to consults with the IT for opinions really disappoints me. This is very tiring and to start over again, I better off looking somewhere else. Damn the good offer just never pops up yet.

A New Start Plans

It's annoying having to think what kind of life should really expect next at 30. I didn't have much answers for myself not until attending my school reunion dinner last week then finally a few answers pops up in my mind.

First off, dieting. I have been gaining weight over 6-7 years now and seeing many of my friends maintains so well at dinner making me so uncomfortable. So it's time to push myself off more on exercise and healthy dieting harder since I love junk foods so much. Yes, I can eat anything without problem.

Secondly, time for saving and start traveling. I really been non-stop buying toys and other silly things online too much. Truth to myself, I haven't been able to save any single cents in my bank account. That was fucked up things in life without saving in case of emergency. It's time to spent less and toys.

Thirdly, a make over. I'm talking about looks and clothing. I totally suck at fashion thingy so probably might as well do some changes over my daily looks which I plan getting new glasses first. I do have long sighted eye problem and hurt my eyes if the sky too sunny. However, I never wears any of them because I am an asshole who can still see clearly today.

Lastly, I need to find ways to clean my room and getting display shelves as soon as possible. It's getting more messier every day and troublesome walking around. Terrible is all I can say. Nevertheless, it's time for start over at age 30.

Age 30, What's Next?

Hmmm...I guess age 30 is officially becoming fucking old now. Never imagine time flow so fast that I even realized not until last week. So, what's next? I don't know, really. Everything about tomorrow. The primary things in life, getting relationship. This is the only shit gives me a lot of scary thought, for one I earned low income and doesn't own a house. That's the thing I am facing right now.

I know, people always told me to think that shit later. But for girls and especially the family nowadays, not much to expect these days would accept it. Maybe I just gone too far saying about it, however this sadly simply just happen to be reality. Of course not 100% applies to all the girls including the parents.

All parents do have the right to make sure their daughter married to good wealth man, well treated and doesn't wish them to suffer. Chinese culture are the most fearsome and I happen to witness my younger uncle getting poke by the wife family comparing the sisters husband who happen to be wealthy and successful every years. Even though, I don't really care because it isn't my business to jump in. What if that was me. I definitely get annoy, depress, getting laugh and pissed by people looking down at you like that.

Again, don't think about it too much. Living in new generation world probably changes comparing to the past. I know real life are not simple thing. It just how I think and sometimes I get frustrated fearing getting into relationship. Yes, there are girls do like me. But their family background puts me so much pressure and no confidence in the end. My current age doesn't mean much to me, it just how the girls think about future already puts me into the edge of worry.

Training Freshman

Never thought I would reach at the age of teaching freshman at works. Although it just started last month. I'm not too quite happy about and have that kind of patience on teaching. Its not like too stingy passing my skill, but not so sure if IT Technician require to teach when plenty of the guides and tips can be found on the internet nowadays. Also depending how you adjust and make good use on the field.

Now, how does the freshman doing? Headache is the only word I could describe at the moment. Yes, anger does go up these past few weeks. My colleagues are much more angrier and ignore him in the end. For me, I can't and it's my responsible to guide and teach him at work. It just unbelievable challenging to teach when he is twice forgetful than me and disrespectful towards seniors. Still the biggest problem I never face is such young person being forgetful and unwilling to learn properly, even think logically when assigning simple tasks to complete when few minutes work becomes more than hour.

I tried my best to give him the software tools, assisting him solving problem and guides so whenever he forgets can look back. He just choose not to referring back even asking me the same questions ten times and continuously making mistakes doing the same tasks. How can this possible is beyond my understanding and making me like teaching a robot.

The other departments already started unhappy about his performance completing the jobs. I had to find ways to solve that and help him before the probation over. Either he will face another extra three month probation which I would suggest or face much crueler by terminate him. I don't want that to happen but the decision always to himself how he wants to play this story. Tomorrow I am going to talk to him and tried understand if there are better ways to improve his skills before the deadline next month.

HSBC Brunei – The Best Customers Fuck Up Bank

Indeed it was. I can’t believe this local HSBC staffs who process my new replacement credit card are bunch of cunts. No communications with their own staffs and even read English at all. These people totally make my days like deep shit past few weeks and now making big fake promise telling me to pick up the card today that was reported missing and already cancel.

Although the primary plan was supposed to deliver to the Seria branch so I can pick up during the first week. It just I don’t know which smart ass fucker working in HSBC makes decision changing to deliver by courier services. Not only the stupid and dumb courier services fail to deliver, they even fail to call me if even ever sending over as well. This useless courier just delivers back to Jerudong HSBC branch like nothing happen. If I know who they are, I will definitely call and fucked them even post the name of the dumb company here. Fucking useless people!

This is not only the reason I am crazy mad about this, the HSBC even fail follow up my case when I already reported not receiving any credit card during the first week. I forget which lady name but she did verify my home address again and told me to be delivered by courier on the second week. Nothing happen.

Since there isn’t any single news, I have to make the call to HSBC call center to check myself again and suddenly telling me the courier might have deliver missing so they advise to cancel the card and told me to go back there to pick up the new replacement promise by today. YET AGAIN NONE! They fail to deliver the promise and telling me to wait again and again until next Tuesday. What’s more, grantee to arrive.

All this bullshit was supposed to be just more than one week only and sudden coming one month mess. I don’t know if this is because I am nobody, not rich enough and less money in the bank to get fewer customers attention. These HSBC cunts seriously fuck up my day leaving pile of dump load of shit that I have to be the one follow up cleaning up their ass job all by myself.

Again, again, again all mighty thanks to the bunch of stupid HSBC cunts (who process my credit card):

• Making fuck up decision
• Fake promising and lies
• Wonderful pointless visit to Seria branch
• I do their follow up fuck up shit jobs
• Trusting too much on the useless courier service who doesn’t know how to use a phone call

FUCK YOU HSBC BRUNEI customer’s services! Thank you for wasting my entire weeks waiting!

God Create Us, Not From Our Parents

Anyone wonder how the parents will react about this if their children said this in front of them. I honestly will definitely feel sad if my own child say that to me. It seems like working in big organization does giving me opportunity encounter plenty of funny, hateful or weird peoples. It just oh my god, what have you done to people minds? Seriously, what did people actually read in the religious bibles? God create us, so what are your father and mother then? The father is just a spectator watching the God fucks your mother as a vessel to create you? How silly is that?

Shit man, what’s wrong with people nowadays. Where is the common sense? I usually hear this statement coming from the mouth of western faith religious or documentary. But coming from the mouth of friends at local Chinese and Malay was so new to me today especially in Brunei. No point of arguing anymore because this will never end and continue to let them be what they believe. It’s my mistake joined in the conversation no matter how much I find unacceptable what they believe is nonsense.

Horrific Murder Text

Human is something we still don’t fully understand until today. If you remember reading news about two teenage boys raped and killed 18 years old girl before mutilating and burning her under the bridge last year. The writer at Vanity Fair (credit to Kotaku) went deeper discovering more horrible crimes those two boys past. The article is four pages so it going to takes time reading the whole.

I’m not quite sure what does this got to do with the online WoW games. Parents in the west should start whack their kids to understand what is right or wrong if they do terrible things in the young age.

Continue to Murder by Text.

Worst Scumbags in China Province

You do not need to understand what the guy saying in the video just watch the fucking irresponsible scumbags do to the little girls even the people passing by. This is why I never plan going to China.

What is the Reason for FB Ban in Brunei?

If that is true, I would definitely laugh hard on these idiotic peoples who propose and follow Malaysian footstep supporting this silly ban. Many should know by now that rumor AiTi is going be the one banning (link) on Facebook this end of the month. I’m sure majority of the locals probably going to feel rage by this if it happens.

Now, what causes this? It appears that the speculation behind the ban is because of the recent news about the popular 22 years old Malaysian teen committing suicide this month that is known by Alviss Kong, who updated his last message on Facebook before jumping off from this home. Here’s the news, last message for the ex-girlfriend and information’s if you don’t know what happen.

So the question, is Facebook the blame all this suicide mess? For my personal opinion, Facebook indeed actually helps us to find out the truth in the messages left by Alviss Kong. Think about it. Do you rather continue to suffer without knowing why someone suddenly went suicide?

I don’t know why the Governments are trying to put in a fucking blame on social networks either. No matter how we look at it, this is human nature problem. Blaming on internet is just a big excuse. Even without it, we can still find another replacement in no time. Not to mention video conversation are starting to get more popular nowadays meeting strangers around the world. No one can stop this unless we pull out the internet once and for all.

There are other reasons why they want to ban Facebook. That’s right, freedom of speech. The big boys doesn’t like whenever someone criticizing the Governments that can damage the country images. It’s just another pointless thinking that might help to solve the problem because it will never will as long we human have problem with anything that came to our minds.

Anyway about Alviss Kong, I find it totally stupid. Sorry I have to be really rude and disrespect him because I find it really hard and unacceptable choosing commit suicide just over a four month end of relationship reason. I’m not him, so I can’t understand the love depression that he fought so hard for her. So what makes one of my Malay friend die in cancer 16 years old looks like? He can’t even work, study, love even ever to enjoy rest of the life today. He can, but 22 years beautiful healthy life ended just like that for the sake of four month love! Chi bai, what the fuck is wrong with the young people these days?

Now the whole family had to suffer and the ex girlfriend is carrying ‘guilt’ on the rest for her life (BTW she is freaking beautiful). Nonetheless, according to the Chinese newspaper report he actually had this same problem before in the first relationship and plan on commit suicide but was saved last minute two years ago. What does this mean? End.

I’m a Piss off Customer

The shittiest thing you don’t want to get involve is getting customers complain and reaching to the head department ears. Yesterday I posted my bad experience shopping in Court Furniture (Furnishing) in KB and decide call up their HQ manager explaining the sales girl rudeness behavior. Well, today there is another one torch the flame inside me again. This time, it’s about my refund for the Hyundai Tucson 2010 booking.

Same again, a sale girl, but she pisses off me instead. The reason is simple. I decided to cancel my booking because I waited for too long (around six months now) without any news about the availability. This turns on the bad mood mode in my head and switch to newer KIA Sportage 2011 instead. Now, since my KIA friend told me it doesn’t require depositing to apply the car loan last month. Of course, I want my refund back as soon as possible. B$400.00 is a lot of money to me.

I admit this also the main part triggers the argument between us. But she makes me no choice making call complain her to the head of department (again). I won’t reveal the name but she is well known experience car sales for many years now in KB (I heard). From my own point of view, I don’t think so.

Let me explain why I conclude that. Firstly, she missed call almost every time about enquiry about the documents and process of the bank application approval. What the hell? Is this how you deal business by miss calling and expect your own customer to call back you? I can’t believe a sales girl is being so cheap over the calls. She using DST line and even got a company phone line why and why not using it?

Not only that, she makes me wait and even missed the appointments more than once that arrange by her. Not informing she’s going to Bandar or unable to meet. I was there in front of their company wasting time waiting. Worst, I have to do the enquiry and call her myself! Who is a sales agent now?

When it comes to refund, it get even worst. Every company has its own policy, either the customers had to wait at least two weeks or maybe one month to get the refund. The problem is, I have no single idea or knew anything about the mention policy. She never told me anything and the only replied was ‘soon’. Of course I would feel nervous and continue to inquiry the refund every once a week because she told me soon. You see, I’m messaging her for update myself YET AGAIN! I’m doing all the work for the sales girl when it was supposed to be her work? This pisses me off greatly and decided become no more Mr. nice guy taking action against her.

Although things in the end turn out ugly. The refund cheque is ready for collection in BANDAR. The account told me I have to go there myself and no such service sending to KB. It suck you know I have to drive over there just to collect the payment this coming Saturday wasting my half day leave. Well, I will just do some window shopping during my time there since I’m planning to look for display shelves in Jalan Tutong area.

The Secrets of Scientology

After I decided to watch Richard Dawkins The Root of All Evil documentary again. It reminds me back about a scientology documentary film by the BBC reporter. It was first called the Panorama: Scientology and Me back in 2008.

Yesterday, I decided to dig up in Youtube and didn’t expect finding the latest broadcast by the same crew last month. You guys have to check it out! It’s call The Secrets of Scientology separate (cut) in four parts. I put up the part 1 below for you guys viewing!

Car Loaner Panic!

Yes, I am one of them and mine application was rejected by HSBC today even it was my first loan, not to mention totally clean guy. Everyone is now in panic mode and submitted early than I am which according to the agent whose helping me applying to my application was told that it were simply too much for them to handle and asked to go to another bank to apply.

This is sucker than I can imagine. I don’t know if there is any chance for me but I decided to try before June. However, I am quite mad about HSBC because my saving, credit card and salary all pay through over there (by my long time customer local company). Why can’t I easily get applied by its own house? Feel like I was unwelcome.

I know the interest fee was a bit higher than other banks out there. Comfort and easy was my main priority. You really just want to stick with one bank and let them do all the transactions easily in one way rather than rushing to another bank settling the payments separately and it’s really annoying when the bank employee’s call you just to pay up on time. I can’t believe going to facing such problem.

Arggg…I don’t know what to expect on this month really. Hope that I can get my loan approved by other banks on time. All else I have to face my doom on 25% down payment rules. The worst of all mankinds.